Worship with Eritreans & Nepalese

The traditional service for Clarkston United Methodist was a gathering of just thirty friends, and the service gave the sense that the glory days of the congregation were behind them.  The pastor was out sick, and there was a supply pastor there to preach. There may have been some concern as to how this church was able to keep the lights on until we were ushered into the other services, each bigger and more vivacious than the last.

We were then escorted behind to a door at the front of the sanctuary where a hall led us to the Eritrean service in the chapel.  The leader of this service was Rev. Dawit Habtemichael who graciously translated some eritrean_church-lr_ltp7nolof his sermon so that we were able to keep up.  There were only about 10 people in the small chapel.  The kids were rolling on the floor until the back door was opened and they were shooed out.  He made a very interesting comparison from the older son in the story to the story of Hagar in Genesis 21:8-21.  In the story, Hagar and Ishmael nearly die from thirst until she sees as spring nearby.  Rev. Habtemichael cleverly argued that in case of the older son and Hagar, both people had access to good things but were covered by spiritual blindness so that they could not see what was right in front of them.  He exhorted his small congregation to refrain from complaining and negativity, calling their attention to the blessings right in front of them.  He pointed out the blindness of everyday people who do not take advantage of God’s grace, and he called on the congregation to open their eyes and be joyful.   I was impressed by the pastor’s preaching, and I found out later that he was a published author on the Eritrean worship experience.

The rest of the service was conducted in a familiar fashion until it came time for the closing prayer.  Rev. Habtemichael called on one of the women in the congregation to pray, and we were all given the signal to stand with bowed heads. The woman’s prayer, conducted in her native tongue, ebbed and flowed with volume and passion for a very long time.  It is difficult to say how long she was praying, but it must have been ten minutes. As she concluded the congregation joined her in a satisfying “amen!”

After that service we joined the Nepalese Free Methodist Believers Church worshiping just across the narrow street in a converted house.  As we entered children were gathered with a few young adults in the foyer of the house coloring and playing with toys.  We guided to through the old kitchen to a connecting room which may have been a dining room in a former life.  The space was cramped and congregants sat in folding chairs with men on the left and women on the right.   Most of the women had small triangles of fabric resting atop their heads, and some people had left their shoes at the door.  We found out later that the unstructured care for the children was main shared characteristic of between all refugee services. Two chairs were quickly procured for us at the back where we sat side by side with me awkwardly straddling the men and women’s sides in the middle of a narrow aisle.

The music struck up and the people joined with guitar, drums, tambourine, and keyboard in a selection of unfamiliar but lively melodies.  Their voices has shuddered when they sang in a fashion pointedly Himalayan.  They clapped their hands in 3/4th time as the music was expressive of a staccato waltz.  The songs were full of movement hinted at their Nepalese Heritage, and one song in particular seemed to conjure up smooth are arm gesticulations and swaying around the room.  Their hands would flit gracefully through the air as they closed their eyes lost in movement.  The display pointed to a deeply spiritual expression of their culture.  For these worshipers, each turn of the wrists represented a connection the Triune God.  Many songs were concluded with a shout of “Alleluia” into the microphone which was met with a chorus of “Alleluia” from the crowd of worshipers.  However, the last few songs did not end in shouts but in an eruption of voices praying and calling out to God hands raised and eyes closed.  These ecstatic cries would go on for several minutes before reaching a crescendo and being concluded.

We sat through the sermon mostly clueless except for when fellow worshipers would give us hints as to what text was being preached.  I gathered at one point that the text was Hebrews 12:1-12.  Every so often, a child would emerge from the back room and wander around looking for attention or candy from one of the women.  At the end of the sermon, some announcement was made concerning us and one other Nepalese woman as visitors.  With no idea what was being said, took the preacher’s body language to mean that we should stand up.  When we did, a few of the young women draped cream colored shawls around our necks.  It was such a moving gift, and we were told (or made to understand) that we were to keep them as a gift from the community.

Bellow is a audio recording from the Nepalese service.

 

To be continued in another post…

Worshiping with Refugees

Between Saturday evening and Sunday night, people from a myriad of cultures speaking many languages gather for worship on the campus of Clarkston United Methodist Church.  In 1990, the city of Clarkston, Georgia was selected by the federal government to be one of the few places in America where legal refugees were to be resettled and start their new lives after leaving a refugee camp.   In just a few short years, the community went from having an active chapter of Ku Klux Klan, to being what is considered by many as the most diverse square mile in the country.  Clarkston

Every person who has been relocated to Clarkston has a unique story, but they all share a kindred struggle to find opportunity and safety in new land.  Most people who resettle in the United States though refugee programs spend an average of seventeen years waiting to be granted asylum in a refugee camp.  Many people marry and have children in the camp while undergoing the vetting process performed by United Nations High Commission for Refugees (UNHCR) and approval from the U.S. Immigration and Naturalization Services (INS).  After they are approved, they must pay their own way or borrow money to travel to their new home where they are hopefully connected to a resettlement agency that helps them learn the culture and set up their new home.  Friends of Refugees in one such organization that helps with the resettlement process.  In the course of their work, they have resettled people from over 100 different ethnic backgrounds.

Many people who come seeking asylum are doctors, engineers, and working professionals, but when they arrive in the US most refugees find work in outlying chicken factories.  They travel to and from the factories each day, but on Sunday many of those factory workers commute to a place of worship in which they can experience a few hours celebrating in their native culture.  They can be authentically themselves and authentically human.

CClarkston 2larkston United Methodist Church is microcosm of the diversity and complexity that characterizes this little town.  In 2014 the congregation was approached, by a Burundian Pentecostal group asking if they could rent space.  Before this congregation moved out, they were approached by five other congregations requesting space.

For a Candler assignment, I have researched a few of these worshiping communities.  I’ve deiced to also post this research here on this blog in order to give my friends what the head pastor calls, “a glimpse of heaven.”

To be continued in another post…

Aπόστολος Credo

Two weeks ago, I was amazed to see the students of Northside’s confirmation class encounter God on their retreat to Tiger, Georgia.  Despite a few injuries, the students were able to connect with God through worship, devotions, and practicing the Stations of the Cross.

I had the honor of delivering most of teaching (and most of the candy), in our Saturday class time. The theme for Confirmation is IBAC which stands for “I Believe in the Apostles’ Creed.”  The majority of our discussion in class revolve around the nature creeds and what the Apostle’s Creed means to us.

During the course of our lesson, I stop out students and asked them, what does the term “Apostle’s Creed” really mean?

Credo from which we get the wood creed simply means “I believe” in Latin.  It is the first karl-fredrickson-27504word in the Latin rendering of the text.  Our students remembered this from our class time, but it’s important to understand that belief is different than knowledge.

As Methodists, we emphasized that people encounter God through reason and experience as well as tradition and the Bible. Knowledge is gained through reason and belief is gained through a real experience of Christ.  When we recite the creed, we are not just talking about information gained through reason. We are articulating an experience of the creed as an ordering principal in our lives because we have encountered Jesus.

There are facts about Jesus and the nature of the world which we can know in our minds, but that does not mean anything unless we have been shaped by an experience of the Godhead. Through experience and reason the person is able to say the creed and mean it from the core of their being.  This is what we mean by belief, and this is what we mean by Credo.

Now what exactly is an Apostle?  At first glance, many would argue that apostle, or aπόστολος in Greek, signifies Jesus’ famous 12 Disciples.  I think this is nearly right, but does not quite capture all the nuances of the word.

You see, the Greek word for “disciple” is mathaytes, μαθητής,  and means something like student or follower.  Jesus had a core group of 12 Disciples that followed him but there were other men and women that learned from his teaching too.  In fact, we are all called to be disciples.  On the other hand, apostle, or aπόστολος  in Greek actually means “one who is sent.”  The idea is that one with the title of “Apostle” had learned enough from their teacher to go away to teach others.

Most of the 12 Disciples are also considered Apostles to various lands.  Thomas famously spread the gospel to India and James spread the Gospel to Spain.  Paul claimed to be the Apostle just to Gentiles or non-Jewish people, and in Romans 16:7 he refers to a woman name Junia as an Apostle as well.

The Latin word for Apostles is Missio , and it is where we derive the English term “mission” and “missionary.” Through this tradition Christianity has identified other Apostles in the ministry of St. Patrick in Ireland and St. Boniface among the Germans. aaron-burden-58730.jpg

We we say the Apostle’s Creed in church, we are saying that we believe in the ministry and message of those sent before us.  We set our hearts on a teaching that people have risked life and limb to deliver to us.  We identify with their passion for Christ and the Gospel, and we recognize that if ministry of Jesus to be done then people must be sent.

We are all sent each week from our places of worship into the word to be missionaries.  The benediction of the preacher sends us forth with a message which we have set our hearts upon, and which we agree needs to be shared.  We are charged each week to show the world that God offers forgiveness for sins, resurrection for the body, and the life everlasting.  And when we share that messages, we participate in apostleship too.

Pure in Heart

Mentors, teachers, and the Holy Spirit have all been reminding me lately of a single truth.  It may seem farfetched, but the reality is that in the core, deep inside each one of us there is this thing.  It’s crucial to our existence, to our survival. It is a small organ without which we cannot operate.  We call this organ the heart.

It pumps blood laced with oxygen round and round the body constantly. At all times this organ, this muscle is circulating the life giving chemical to the deepest extremities of the body.  And the second that heart stops so does life. gaelle-marcel-189753.jpg

Interestingly, as life and movement quicken so too does the pumping of the heart.  Exercise and exertion prompt the organ to work harder while rest and sleep calm the heart and send it to a slower state.  The heart then is the mirror of life’s pace.

Now, mentors, teachers, and the Holy Spirit have not been reminding me about the anatomy of the human body. Rather, I have continually been drawback to idea of the heart that is found in Matthew 5:8:

Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.

It may seem farfetched, but the reality is that in the core, deep inside each one of us there is this thing.  It’s crucial to our existence, to our survival.  It too is called the heart.  And although invisible, it too is the mirror of life’s pace.

It guides the life of the human soul by circulating our purpose to deepest extremities of the mind and body.  It quickens and moves the mind and body to act when that purpose is awakened.  And the second that heart loses its purpose or becomes too confused to execute its purpose then our spiritual life grinds to a halt.

For many of us, the material heart and the invisible heart are also linked.  For example joy,  and pride can literally be felt in our chest cavity when our hear’s purpose is wonderfully affirmed.  Likewise, pain and loss can felt when our heart’s purpose is tragically denied.

Yet, the problem I have been facing is of the confused heart. In a fast passed, high demand society we have so many things pulling us in so many different ways.  The temptation is to try to split our focus and lose sight of our calling in Christ in order to try to be all things to all people.  The strength of our heart is scarified and our vision of God becomes cloudy.

One of my mentors encouraged me recently to cling to a purity of heart in my approach to God.  He argued that those called to work for God’s Kingdom must be single-minded, focused, and purposeful in order to rise above the distractions which might drag one away from the task of one’s calling.

Another mentor put it this way, “If you know who you are, then you’ll know what to do.” When caught up in the confusion and demands of life, we must quite the world around us and lean into the core of who we are. We must peer into the mirror of our heart to see the vision God has for our life and purpose.  We must move from the inside out in order to fulfill our vocation.

For God has stored up a purpose in our hearts just waiting to be pumped through our bodies in service to Christ’s Kingdom if only we would pay attention.

“Before I can tell my life what I want to do with it, I must listen to my life telling me who I am.”
Parker J. Palmer, Let Your Life Speak: Listening for the Voice of Vocation

Here I Am

It’s about mid-term here at Candler, and in just a few days I and many others will involved in a furry of tests and papers.  One such test which I will have to study quite hard for is my second Hebrew exam.bible-hands

It’s no secret that language study is difficult, and I knew that going in.  Hebrew is no
exception, requiring somewhere around four to six hours each week in regular study time not including test. It is a demanding task.

But it’s also my favorite class.  No, I’m not very good at it, but the tiny, incremental progress involved with studying Hebrew has been so rewarding.

This morning, in a poor attempt to procrastinate from studying, I began to think of passages in Old Testament scripture I might be curious to investigate with my extremely primitive knowledge of the language.  Then it hit me:

In so many of the call stories from the Old Testament, we find our soon to be Biblical hero going about daily life without a thought for the holy.  Some are tending sheep and others   Suddenly, God calls to them by name:

“Abraham!” ” Jacob!” “Moses!” All called by name from the mouth of the most Holy.  Abraham is both called to sacrifice, and then he is called to stave his hand (Genesis 22:1-19). Jacob called from the famine of the land to sanctuary of Egypt (Genesis 46:1-4).  An, of course, Moses called to from a burning bush to deliver the people out of the sanctuary of Egypt which had turned into painful and abusive slavery for God’s people (Exodus 3:4).

All three of these people respond to God’s call in the same way, simply “here I am!” hands

It is an innocent response. It is an open response.  It reminds me of a teacher taking role in school.  These three raise their hand when God call’s there name completely unaware of what is in store for them.  They have no idea that their stories would be told for thousands of years.

The phrase “here I am” is translated from the Hebrew הִנֵּה or hin-nay, and it really has no equivalent in English.  We find it other places in scripture usually when the text is translated as “Behold!” or “Look!” Yet, these really don’t capture the full meaning of the term.

Hin-nay really is used to indicate the presence of something. It is used to highlight and draw attention. And I think, in the example of these call stories, it is used to draw attention and offer openness to God.

I believe we are to have that same openness towards God.  We are to lift our hands eager to be sent to join in God’s transforming work through Christ. We are called to use our prayers, presence, gifts, service, and witness to change at least a single life.  Serving God’s Kingdom and building on the incremental progress which is difficult, which is demanding, but so rewarding.

And, do not be fooled. We are all called to do God’s work, with eager heart and open hands we must respond to God’s call with Hin-nay, ‘here I am.’

As the song from James Kilbane goes:

Here I am Lord, Is it I, Lord?
I have heard You calling in the night.
I will go Lord, if You lead me.
I will hold Your people in my heart.

Deliver

Lately, I’ve had several people close to me endure a great deal of suffering.  I love these people very dearly.  But it’s interesting because I know them from such different areas of my life and their pain is so very different.  One pain is physical while the other is emotional.  One pain is chronic while the other came on very suddenly.  One pain may have a cure although it has been extremely elusive.  The other pain promises no cure in this life.

I suppose most faithful Christians have a list of good people they pray for each night, good people who shouldn’t be suffering as they do.   And when we remember (or at least when I remember) we pray that God will do something about this pain.

These prayers asking God to help, comfort, and healing I think could rightly fall under the single title of “Deliverance.”

Often in the Bible, the text will often use the term in connection with protection from enemies or victory in war effort.  For example, after David was delivered from the hand of King Saul who was seeking to kill him he wrote this Pslam:

I love You, O LORD, my strength. The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer,  My God, my rock, in whom I take refuge;  My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised, And I am saved from my enemies.

-Psalm 18:1-3

This Psalm is a moving poem of God’s faithfulness in time of conflict. However, many of us today would hardly think that we have any real enemies lying in wait for us outside our doors.  At least, not in the way David did. phone

No. For us in America today, the enemies we have lying in wait for us usually sit on the other end of a simple phone call.

A phone call that tells us exactly what we don’t what to hear, or couldn’t even imagine hearing:

“The cancer is back.”

“There’s been an accident.”

“I’m sorry, but things just aren’t working out.”

Our enemies lie in wait for us, and what are we to do?

In the Lord’s Prayer, there a very simple line that we repeat each week in worship, “and deliver us from evil.”  This prayer that Jesus taught us and encourages us to keep such an important part of our faith walk.

Jesus knew we would enter into evil times of suffering.  He himself was not immune to the suffering of this world.  However, the fact that we say the “deliver us from evil” in the Lords prayer means two things.

First, there is real evil and brokenness in the world that we may experience.  This is not a test. This is not a challenge.  And it is something other than God’s intent.

Secondly, because evil is never God’s will for our lives we should be able to ask for deliverance.

Weekly, sometimes daily, in churches across the world we pray for deliverance, remembering that Jesus has gone before us praying, working, living, dying, and rising again to deliver us from evil into God’s Kingdom.

Telling the Story

Храм_Спаса_на_крови_7…and they were amazed at His teaching, for His message was with authority.

-Luke 4:32

On my second trip to Russia this year (I can’t believe I took a second trip either), my sweet fiancée and I visited Moscow and Saint Petersburg.  I could tell perhaps a hundred stories from that visit.  I could tell you about becoming overwhelmed in the Moscow Metro.  I could tell you about our existential crisis in the Hermitage Museum.  I could even tell you about our varied encounters with Asian tourists.

13403806_10207150519137379_3759924832866256002_oHowever, one of my favorite memories of our Russia adventure was our visit to the Church of the Savior on Spilled Blood.  The church is named in memory the Russian Tsar who was assassinated in the very location the church was built.

In addition to having a pretty spectacular name, the church itself is one of the most awe-inspiring things I have ever witnessed.  It is dripping in mosaic tiles, having arguably the most mosaics of any structure with tiles covering over 7,500 square meters.  It took over 20 years to build and, like most churches, suffered from vandalism and neglect under the Soviets.

Nevertheless, when you walk through the doorway of this onion-domed cathedral you are immediately thrust an elaborately beautiful depiction of the gospel.  Each mosaic section was roughly 10 feet tall and each one depicts a different scene from Jesus’ life.

Towering above the crowds of people you see Jesus teaching the disciples, breaking bread, walking on water, and blessing little children.  My personal favorite was a mosaic of Jesus and the women at the well from John’s Gospel.  The clarity of the images was phenomenal despite being composed entirely of tiny, colored tiles.

It’s difficult for me to overstate how moved I was at this site.  I was surrounded by the story of Jesus.  The Story.  The one I knew but somehow I still needed to be told.  I felt as if I had been bathed in the gospel; that the truest and deepest parts of Jesus’ life had penetrated my core, my soul.

Looking back, I am reminded of the wonderful hymn “The Old, Old Story:”13415658_10207150484136504_3496266666364622301_o

Tell me the old, old story of unseen things above,
Of Jesus and His glory, of Jesus and His love.
Tell me the story simply, as to a little child,
For I am weak and weary, and helpless and defiled.

Tell me the story slowly, that I may take it in,
That wonderful redemption, God’s remedy for sin.
Tell me the story often, for I forget so soon;
The early dew of morning has passed away at noon.

Tell me the old, old story, tell me the old, old story,
Tell me the old, old story, of Jesus and His love.

There are many ways to read scripture.  We read scripture to learn and to find answers.  We  read in times of stress or worry. Yet, it is also important to engage the gospel with the expectation to be amazed.

Even during Jesus’ lifetime he was literally amazing his followers.  His teaching, his miracles, and his presence had a tendency to overwhelm those around him.  His disciples would lose themselves in awe and wonder.

Being lost in wonder is the heart of true worship, and that wonder holds the potential to transform the soul.  The words and actions of Jesus still hold the power to bring the believer into a state of awe, even if we have heard the story a thousand times.

Although we may not always be in a beautiful or awe-inspiring place, I believe that we need only open our hearts in order to be lost in wonder to the story of Jesus.

 

From Russia,With Love

But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.” (Acts 1:8 ESV)

Greetings from Vladivostok, Russia.Vlad - 2

We are 14 hours ahead here at Russia’s most Eastern port city (9,288 Kilometers from Moscow). It is a fascinating location, and I thought I’d write a little about my experience, and why I wanted to travel to this almost unpronounceable place.

Historically, the Russian people view themselves as the inheritors of Byzantium Christianity, the Eastern portion of the Roman empire which survived in Constantinople. In Russia, this kind of Christianity is known is Russian Orthodoxy and is a very elaborate and beautiful branch of the Christian faith.

However, under the Communist regimen, religion here became illegal, and all people were essentially atheist. “Onion domed” churches were demolished, believers were harassed, and clergy were persecuted.

In 1990, religion became legal once more, and there was a huge boom of interest in things related to faith. It was as if an entire generation had been raised in the dark until someone decided to simply turn on the lights. People were hungry and curious for God. I’ve been told that during the 90s a few small flyers for a church meeting could draw 300 visitors.

This isn’t the case anymore. In fact, though 80% of the nation identify as Russian Orthodox, less than 5% attend worship at least once a year. For the most part, Russia is no longer atheist, it is secularist. The newest generation did not grow up under communism but under the increasing influence and distraction of capitalism. Loyalty to Russian Orthodoxy is really just a manifestation of patriotism, and the nation is in a bigger crisis of faith than ever before.

2016-04-08 14.48.57.jpgI had a desire to come to Russia because I am convinced that this is an area of the world in dire need of Spiritual support. There are people that struggle with hunger and shelter. There are nations at war. There are neighborhoods in turmoil.

Yet, I have come to believe it is the kind of people that I have met here in Vladivostok who need the “the Communion of Saints.” When I look out across the Pacific Ocean, I can’t help but think that Vladivostok is the “ends of the Earth” Jesus was talking about when he sent out his disciples Acts 1:8. The end of the Earth can be a lonely place. There are not many practicing Christians here in Russia, and the people here are tempted to feel discouraged and to lose hope.

I have met many first generation Christians here, and I have been so amazed by their testimonies. Each one came to the church for an ordinary reason: for English lessons or social events or simply because a friend kept inviting them. However, once they encountered Jesus they were transformed. I have seen many native Russian people moved to tears telling the story of how they became believers of Jesus Christ.

The church here is very young. The first wave of missionaries that came in the 90s has started to recede, and the churches are trying to move towards self sufficiency. The people are so thankful for any guidance we can give them. I have been asked the most basic questions about Christianity, and I am humbled that I can be of service.

I’m grateful that God has given me the opportunity to serve the Kingdom and my brothers and sisters here in Russia. Whenever we pray “Your Kingdom Come” it can feel like an unfulfilled longing, like an empty hope. Yet, I know that God’s Kingdom is growing here in Russia. Good News is being preached in a once oppressive land, and here Good News is desperately needed.

Before you lay down tonight, before you close your eyes, please remember this place. Please, pray for Russia, that God may reign in the hearts of all the Russian people.

Amen.

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Lenten Prayer

With just a short time left before Easter, I thought I’d share a series of prayer stations I put together for the Wesley Foundation at Georgia Tech.  They are all based around Isaiah 53, the last of the Servant Songs which are traditionally read around this time of year in reflection on the crucifixion.

Contemplative or creative prayer exercises like these area great way to connect with God.  I am always amazed to see God move in experiences like prayer stations.  Feel free to use them in your own setting or simply explore them on your own.


 

Isaiah 53:1-3

1Who can believe what we have heard,1307230939-statue-religion-sculpture-jesus-christ-wallpaper
and for whose sake has the Lord’s arm been revealed?
He grew up like a young plant before us,
like a root from dry ground.
He possessed no splendid form for us to see,
no desirable appearance.
He was despised and avoided by others;
a man who suffered, who knew sickness well.
Like someone from whom people hid their faces,
he was despised, and we didn’t think about him.

Before you sits a laptop with a series of images. For centuries, Christians have created artwork and imagined what Jesus would have looked like.  Cultures from various times and locations of course created their artwork to reflect a different understanding of what he may have looked like.  All of these works of art are beautiful in their own way.

As Isaiah 53 begins, we are told that the suffering servant was not beautiful.  Jesus, God’s ultimate suffering servant, was a man who suffered.  He was a man who was despised, and many people didn’t think much of him.

As these images scroll by, take a moment to reflect on what the true face of Jesus might be for us today.  Consider how Jesus was mistreated and misunderstood by religious and political authorities.  We can never know in this life the true face of Jesus.  However, perhaps there are faces we can see.  There are the faces of the sick, suffering and despised to whom we owe our attention.

 

Isaiah 53:4-6

It was certainly our sickness that he carried,
and our sufferings that he bore,
but we thought him afflicted,
struck down by God and tormented.
He was pierced because of our rebellions
and crushed because of our crimes.
He bore the punishment that made us whole;
by his wounds we are healed.
Like sheep we had all wandered away,
each going its own way,
but the Lord let fall on him all our crimes.

In Isaiah 53, Jesus as the servant takes on the punishment for our crime, even though he doesn’t have to.  The text uses a number of violent words to describe the way in which Christ takes on our sin making the passage very rich with movement.

Taka a moment to observe the drama of the verbs in this passage (“carried,” “pierced,” “bore” etc). Consider what they communicate about your salvation through Christ.

Before you are index cards.  Draw a response or representation to one of these verbs.  When you are finished, take a thumb tack and attach the card to the cork board.

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Isaiah 53:7

 He was oppressed and tormented,
but didn’t open his mouth.
Like a lamb being brought to slaughter,
like a ewe silent before her shearers,
he didn’t open his mouth.

It is easy to forget that Jesus didn’t want to die. On the night before he gave himself up for us, he prayed asking that God let the ‘cup of suffering’ pass from him.  Luke tells us he prayed so earnestly that he begins to sweat blood.

Yet, on the day of his prosecution before Pilot, Jesus offered no defense.  He submitted to the cross for our sake. Jesus did not speak.

Imagine you can speak across the void of time.  You can throw your voice back to the moment of Jesus’ trial before Pilot and the Jewish authorities. If you could say one thing to Jesus at the time just before his death, what would it be?

Take a moment to write whatever it is on a sticky note.  When you are done, post it to the cross.

 

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Isaiah 53:10

But the Lord wanted to crush him
and to make him suffer.
If his life is offered as restitution,
he will see his offspring; he will enjoy long life.
The Lord’s plans will come to fruition through him.

Jesus endured suffering and death on a cross in order to bring about our salvation.  God as Creator laid a plan for our restitution, for our redemption, and Christ saw the plan through in obedience.

Through Christ, now we are all free to participate in God’s work of reconciliation for the entire world.

Take a moment to contemplate your salvation in Christ.  Travel back in your mind and reflect on your own testimony.  What has God done life that has brought you to where you are today?  How has God been working out a plan in your life?

Consider a single word that describes or responds to your testimony as it is right now.  Then use the letter tiles provided to write out word.  Make you word connect to the words of others “Scrabble-style” as a reflection of how all our lives connect.

 

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Isaiah 53:11

After his deep anguish he will see light, and he will be satisfied.
Through his knowledge, the righteous one, my servant, will make many righteous, and will bear their guilt.

 

The beauty of the story of Christ is that it doesn’t end in the dark.  Our sin and guilt, Jesus’ suffering and death, they are only a portion of the great story of God’s work of redemption.

The story of God doesn’t end in death. The story begins in resurrection. There is a light. Take a moment to light a candle in honor of the hope of resurrection.

Isaiah 53:12

Therefore, I will give him a share with the great,
and he will divide the spoil with the strong,
in return for exposing his life to death
and being numbered with rebels,
though he carried the sin of many
and pleaded on behalf of those who rebelled.

Jesus ‘exposed his life to death’ and pleaded with God on our behalf in order that we might gain forgiveness.  Jesus carried the weight of our sin and rebellion and made it possible for us to reunite with God our Creator.

Consider you own life.  Is there something you regret?  Is there sin in your heart that gets in the way of relationships?  Whatever the sin is, take a moment to write about it on the chalkboard in front of you.  Say a prayer giving this sin over to God, and ask for forgiveness for what you have done.

When you are finished, take the eraser and wipe away what you have written.  Know that because of the love of God, the sacrifice of Jesus Christ, and through the power of the Holy Spirit we have confidence in the forgiveness of sins.

 

Come and Listen

Psalm 63:1
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63:1 O God, you are my God, I seek you, my soul thirsts for you; my flesh faints for you, as in a dry and weary land where there is no water.

Isaiah 55:1-3
Ho, everyone who thirsts, come to the waters…Incline your ear, and come to me; listen, so that you may live. I will make with you an everlasting covenant, my steadfast, sure love for David.

My sweet fiance proposed to me by the Chattahoochee River. It’s a place where we like to go walking, and in the middle of January it was a quite and beautiful setting. We walked along the water’s edge for about a mile, side by side, until we came to a clearing in the woods.

The only sound you could hear as he dropped to one knee was the gentle movement of the river.

Rivers of course hold a special significance in this world. Water is the source of life.  No creature can survive without access to fresh, clean water. Ancient cities, and even cities today are usually founded near the banks of a river that can supply the inhabitants with water.

 

Scripture tells us that the Word of God is life giving. It satisfies the soul and gives life where there is none. And it may seem an often repeated truth, but it’s one we must hear when it feels as if our spirits feel stranded in a dry and weary land where there is no water.

Really, it is better to meditate on this truth, to allow it to saturate our hearts and satisfy our soul. During Lent, God is calling us gently to the river’s edge. Come; drop to your knees and listen, so that you may live.

Below is a song by David Crowder which I have found a wonderful meditation tool for God’s love. I hope you find it as encouraging as I have.